"we can't choose who we love but we must love who we have chosen."
i'm sort of a strong believer in fate. i always feel that all our lives are like streets. sometimes when we reach a cross junction, we met. if we realise it's the wrong junction, we proceed on. sometimes we do have traffic jams in our lives. like all other traffic jams, it only start to get frustrating when we do not have enough patient and begin to sound the horn. it all boils down to ourselves to manage our own traffic. this week has been a interesting week. people are losing patient and hurting this newly created friendship. ego did not bring them to new heights but has instead take away more junctions in that street. we also have a serious case of personal attacks and backstabbing. i was shock! really shock! i didn't imagine that this kind of thing would happen in reality. it's atrocious i must say. really, i don't know what to say about all these that have happened this week. let's just hope it gets better soon.
"to move a mountain, you begin by moving small stones."
ha..i will be transfering to air force school soon. there will be time allocated each day to pursue our own sporting interest. so i guess it's time for my chase for triathlon to rekindle. my fitness has dropped drastically. well, all thanks to jungle survival training and my diarrhoea last week. i actually need to have a drip. man! i have never felt so weak before. i need to stop and walk during a 3km run this week. but anyway i just came back from cycling and i realised my cycling fitness has improved. wonder why. i'm now using the highest gear ratio now. so any other improvements will require me to use some other bike. yay~ time for a racer. guess i have to buck up on my swim and run. have to get my muscles to start working again!
"whether you think you can or you can't, you're right."
