washed my fan at 2am, so that i can have better air when i sleep.
anyway,
does it pay to be good? does it pay to be nice to people?last night, while having supper at macs, i saw this teenage boy, probably 16yrs old, buying 2 sets of meals. just as when i was wondering why would he eat 2 meals, his elder brother(i assumed) came in, saying "eh, forgot to tell you to take away. they haven't eaten." that young man said, "oh, ok, you give them your burger, i will share mine with you. i'm ok with it." then all the friends rushed into the restuarant suddenly. all young punks. they started to snatch the food awy from that younger boy. he still have the patience to say, "wait, no need to rush." then as he was happily eating his burger, with his french fries all given to the free loaders, one of the free loaders snatched his burger.
does it pay to be good?over the weekend, the gf and i went out. as we were waiting for seats at the foodcourt, a couple, obviously done with their meal, was balantly oblivious to their surroundings. first, a man was waiting there before us. he walked away. i assume he waited too long and gave up. so i stood nearby and waited. the couple looked at us, then continue to sit there. staring into blank space. not even conversing. if they are conversing, fine. they are just sitting down there. and the worst of all, they will turn their head around occasionally, look at all the people standing around waiting for seats.
halfway through the meal, i wanted to go and buy dessert so that if there were any people (there weren't at that point of time) waiting for seats, they will not be having false hope when they see us finishing our meal. the gf chided me, "
you think for others, did people think for you?" she goes on to explain that since there's no one waiting and it's already well past dinner time, chances are there wouldn't be lack of seats.
does it pay to be good?
oh well. maybe you think that we shouldn't follow what others are doing. we should continue to do good.
me and gf had a common friend. the friend whom i have to console at 3am, at 5am. the friend whom the gf has to accompany when she lost hope in everything. the friend whom the gf had to endure LONG distance of walking in her heals, so as to accompany her to get something. because she was down. we gave in. we kept quiet. we did our part as friends. and immediately we did that, she had to call us names. no worry. it's her old habit. so we hinted her, we gave her a black face, we even told her directly that we didn't like that. we asked her, "how would you feel if someone were to do that to you?". of that, she replied, "you guys mind
meh? comeon, it's just a joke, you can't take a joke
meh?"
so, does it really pay to be nice?!?!?!?!?!?
you tell me.
on a lighter note, i see alot of my friends around me achieving that they wanted. it is what they truly wanted. it is not what the society wanted them to have. they fought, they endured and determination won the day. they achieved what they REALLY wanted.
i admire them in 2 ways. first, they are not afraid to go against the norm. they stood firm on their grounds. second, and the most important,
they knew what they wanted. it led me to think how far i've strayed from what i really wanted. it also reminded me to come back on track. and boy! it does feel good to be back on track.
on the same note, it is very disheartening to see people around you all falling into the trap of money and status. it is very disheartening to see people around you all blinded by money. they worship money for they think with money, alot of things can be done. it is how funny to see a friend who is so addicted to spending and clubbing and all. the very same friend who told me that i should be saving. the very same friend who said, "i've no idea why you like to club so much. it's a waste of money and it is damaging to health." it is also very disheartening to see your friends obsessed over brand. and ironically, the very same friend who told you, " it doesn't matter to me. as long as it is nice and useful, it don't need to be branded." the very same friend now crave for brands. and i have to attribute it to the ease she gets them. her past opinions were mainly affected by the family finances. now, she said she wanted certained branded goods, the bf gets it for her soon.
i have this thing about receiving, even if it is your partner. it feels kinda weird to receive something, especially when it cost so much. i'm always wondering, don't they have any guilt in them for being a free loader? a gift once in a while is fine. it is sincere. but branded goods all the time, every single time that the person wants, he/she gets it. don't he/she feels the guilt?
humans, humans. what is happening to us all?
like i said in the blog intro,
some things can and will still remain unchanged. that, is what make us.so, what makes you?
or, do you even know?