i worked from 0630 to 1830 today. a fucking 12hours with only an hour of lunch break. i enjoyed it. nothing else was on my mind for 12hours. in these 12hours, i've met difficulties and unreasonable people. i dealt with it. i bitch about it. it's over. i feel good. had a few good jokes over dinner. everything was good. but, loneliness just have to set in. reality just have to remind me that i'm still lonely. life as a single is definitely cool but it's still a lonely one. i miss G.
noted something. singaporeans just have this habit of thinking that we are at the top of the world for the smallest achievement we get. i can have mr singaporean and mr american having the same achievement in work but mr singaporean will be making alot of nonsensical requests and shout at people who are helping them whereby mr american will appreciate even for the things you are supposed to do for him. watch that attitude people. so when we singaporeans walk into a restaurant, all in our mind is that we are the customers. have we forgotten that the waiter is a human too? have we forgotten that he is there to help us enjoy our food? try bringing food from the kitchen to your own table personally.
one thing i learnt today. don't question the messanger. he's just there to pass the message. and don't you vent your anger on him. you are going to be a messanger some of these days.
always think that whatever you have is a bonus. think about how you are going to handle everything without everything else. in this manner, you are going to enjoy and appreciate each day and everything. be contented.