our body is merely a physical being to take us to our destination.
this, coming from someone who is sick for more than a week already. the week of illness really made me realised how important the body is to me. without it, i can literally do nothing. or rather, i can't do everything. work took a plunge. fitness definitely plunge. with only a congratulatory note of a 2.5kg weight loss. now, i've learnt to feed it with the right nutrients and give it a proper system rest everyday. and of coz, to nourish the mind each day. with the recovery in sight, i'm more motivated now to keep it in good shape. figuratively or literally. i've been in a round shape for too long. or maybe i'm just getting vain.
today, i've thought through the things i want to achieve at work. either i'm too ambitious and impatient, or i'm meant to do more, or just my organisation are just paying us too much. there were times i felt like i could have done more but is normally rejected on pay scale basis. how much money do u need to pay for such little (or so i thought) project? and after attending some conference, it turns out that, sometimes, it really take alot of money to get things going! *shocked!
and i have another plan for work today. i wrote it down. and the more i write, the more i realised it's moving up the management level. the timeframe also got longer and longer. seems like its not so easy to move up the corporate ladder too. i know i can do the job that they pay those old people to do. i just gotta be patient now. i shall take this as a time to learn from the ground and so when i reach the top, i will be good! and this is the very thing i need to bring to my office. the attitude of wanting to excel at your work.
sometimes, its just tough to balance between keeping your enthusiaism and motivation high at your workplace when everyone else doesn't care much. you still need people to help you along. this is one thing i will never sacrifice. the hearts of the people.
